i am so freaking pissed off.

yesterday was a horrible day. a truly horrible day. the idea of getting out of KAP once again return. one more nonsense and i will blow! my resignation letter is always ready for my use. freak me out, people. why are there so many things that make me angry?? why!!

the people who made me pissed off is once again, the managers. come on, people. all of u were once young, crew, whatsoever-that-u-want-to-be. i don't think they u people don't know how we feel especially when we got scolded for some things which we never do. come on, people! i have my limits. don't push your luck too far. some things are just not for granted! bear it in mind!

coming out with stupid promotion. wearing translucent jersey and making us a laughing stock. Is what u people want to achieve? well, u did it, congrats. the last thing on my mind is to wearing that translucent jersey standing at the counter front and taking people's order.

if u set the rule, all of them should follow. why should the 2 of them be the only ones left, wearing the jersey. don't u people have your stand?? u made them look like a fool. u people weren't any better. u just want us to look out of ordinary.

and is that the best u can make a fool out of us? come on, come out with better ideas. u people are just FREAKS! cold-blooded and IRRESPONSIBLE. i said it, i meant it.

and i said it, never use seniority to smack me. it really proves how people just scold for the sake of scolding. the more senior u gets, the more skilled u are? i don't see any point in there?? u said, i worked for a year here. so? for some stations i am just not well-trained. can't u people give me a break? i am tired.

i need to study and i need to work. can't u people spare a thought for us?? i am sure all of u went through this path. it is only the matter that while u were studying, u were also working or u weren't. i do not come from a rich family. what i have now is what i worked for. i am very very tired and i really am.

p.s: sorry skline and magdaline. i am sure that u 2 have been freaked out by me. but that's my temper. i am just too...o , bloody angry. sorry for scaring the two of u. huishan, i believed, can understand. she knows me.

i have made a bad decision to go back yesterday. how horrible can my day gets? it is truly not my cup of tea. not to mention yesterday's 7pm party. it is yet another ugly sight of singaporeans.

kids nowadays are really out of hand. 11 years old and don't know the basic manners. they are spoilt, uncivilised and babaric. and yes, they are from a planet called earth. and from a country on earth called singapore. oh my. what has the parents of singapore done? teaching them how to be a spoilt brat? ha! what a joke.

not to laugh at their children. what the parents have done is to make their children a TRULY spoilt brat. so, whose fault is it now?? parents?? children?? government??

it is the society. the fast pace of the society made everyone breathless. it's time to take a break, people.

and it's also time for me to take a break. i am tired. sick and tired of this unrealistic world and the ugly sights of people.