it's late at night. but i feel like blogging.

soo..o here we goes.

my sister will be leaving for singapore in a few hours time. perhaps will miss her noise at home, perhaps not. yes, she is going to shen zhen for fieldtrip. how i wish i can go too. but i feel like going to hongkong more. china is not my cup of tea. ha!

hais.

so many so many problems. why am i the one having to solve all the problems?? why??

for renjie. we have been helping him so much. i really don't know why we are helping him woo a girl. it's not my forte. besides that is not what a girl should be doing? i am kind of getting tired.

i am tired to having to cope with so much stuffs. so much that i can't find myself a breathing space. i really feel like crying out now. no matter how much i disagree, i still want myself to tolerate. it's tough on me. certain things i don't want to mention it out because i don't want to have conflicts. why can't u people understand?

yes, i am nagging. yes, i am throwing a tantrum. yes, yes and yes. i don't know why i am writing this on this blog. yes, perhaps i am just trying to vent out all my anger. i want to throw all these troubles away but i just can't.

it's too much for me to take it certainly. well people, u may think that u know me inside out but what i can tell u is, u don't know who i am. well, it's easy to say u know a person. but it is how much more.

well, it's hard to believe that someone like me got so emotional out of a sudden. yes, perhaps too much things that is weighing on me. it's good to let it out.

well, instead of talking about all these, let's forget it and tomorrow is yet another wonderful day.

yesterday i was on phone with skline, magdaline at first. huishine joined in after that. well, what we were talking was about... yes, u know it. but no, it was not what we were talking about. well, we were crapping around. talked all the way till 4 plus almost 5 in the morning. went to sleep. around 6.30am they woke me up because we agreed to go for breakfast early that morning. well, it was far too tiring for me so i decided to skip it.

well, it's getting late. i better be off to sleep. ever seen a panda suntanning? yes, u will get to see that tomorrow.

tomorrow will be off to sentosa. firstly, to see the band. kind of missed them. second, to get TANNED. kind of disappointed that the candy girls can't joined us. anyway, get well soon, cheryl.

cheer for the zhenghua band.

**the power to love and hate is within one's hand**
**never blame the outcome**